Hey, remember how I said a while back that I was going to finish this tapestry by the end of January? Well I did it, I just forgot to tell everyone about it! While I was out for a walk this evening the bright full moon shining down on me reminded me of this piece, and how happy I am that it’s finished…
This piece embodies my own inner journey of finding and following my inner light, my “compass”, to wherever it may lead me. Often times the voice that keeps me small and safe overpowers the soft and steady whispers of my intuition. Ever notice how fear and worry sound so big and loud and commanding inside your head? “Don’t do that! You’ll never succeed. Stay right where you are or you might make a big mistake! What if you fail?”
But the voice of truth and wisdom is delicate and heartfelt, like bird songs in the morning. “Why don’t you give it a shot? You never know until you try. This opportunity might be just what you need,” or even, “you can do great things.”
By finding and following our own inner compass, we find what our truth is, what our goals and dreams are, what we want to bring to the world, and the courage to follow that through. This tapestry marks the end and the beginning for me, a time to get more in touch with the art I want to create. I realize I want to work more with the symbols and stories in my own imagination, and for my own sense of personal and creative satisfaction. I’ve been trying to design and weave tapestries to fit the demands of competitive juried shows, and while I’ve certainly had some success, it hasn’t felt authentic. I don’t enjoy creating something to hopefully appease the aesthetic tastes of the jurors, just for the hope of tacking another show onto my resume. I want to make art for myself, and let it reach out to those who are meant to be touched by it. I’m not a contemporary conceptual artist, at least not right now. My interests lie in nature and animals, mythology and storytelling. Once I get back to the loom, it will be to weave the stories of the world into life.